Ohai there!
The past month has been a good mix of a hell of a lot of fun and the lowest parts of my life, this site and the co.cc one (now lost) were left to rot and I apologise for that, but let me lay down my excuse.
April started and ended for me very, very well, as I documented on the blog life was good enough for me to reboot the website using Pixel and start posting again, by the end of the month I had a few posts ready to future-publish in May, which I was very much looking forward to with my first year final exams and some very good gigs (music and drinking related) coming up.
At the start of May a hard-drive failure meant I lost the posts I'd put so much effort into writing with no backups available, so I let posting slide for a week or two, in the meantime I kept up having a rather good time of myself with my life going pretty well and exams seemingly going OK.
Flash forward to mid-May and something happened. Out in broad daylight on a walk back from a shop I, along with a friend, was attacked by a young guy out looking for a fight, with a mixture of shock and concussion (a witness statement said I was out cold at least one or two times) I stumbled through the next week or two feeling pretty shit about myself. I've seen in myself that I'm less confident in being on my own out and about, I nearly have panic attacks when walking past people my age in the street in fear of being struck again and I would rather not see the results of the three exams I sat that same week, not to mention the pain I can still feel every now and again in the left side of my body.
So then, that's the reason for the silence, I wanted to get this out in the open not for a sympathy parade or an apology, but so I can vent a little out of my system and hopefully finally move on, I know that I'm normally a very happy-go-lucky guy, and this did kind of knock it out of me a bit, but I know in myself that I can't let the actions of one twat stop me from being the person I want to be. Life lesson right there. Peace.
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